Stuck in the middle with

Sewn together with what is sick, apart from it in this life, I will not stick. Though belonging to me it should not, for one day it will make me tie the knot.   Lost with and lost without… but oh, do make me shout! Take me over whenever, if you will, the fire from... Continue Reading →


I’m in control

Fire inside, it hurts, within my heart it bursts. The energy, makes me lose myself, stacking it up, like fury on a shelf. Stop, quit hurting, oh the shame, how come all is on me to blame! It’s eating me away, oh the guilt, years it took within me, for it to build. I’m losing,... Continue Reading →

Shattering symptoms

1. Please (don’t) leave me be, for I know of your wish to get out. My desperate cries making you flee, ‘Then go!’ (but don’t), I shout. 2. I love you, but I hate you, You’re magnificent, resplendent, excellent! I really (dis)like you, it’s true, for you’re insignificant, irrelevant, unimportant… 3. Like a chameleon, my... Continue Reading →

Monsters are not just monsters

In history, we have our heroes and we have our villains. Some of them have committed such atrocities, that we even call them monsters. But, monsters still have a heart. They are still capable to experience love and loss, joy and sadness. Learning about the horrible things some of our villains have done, this is... Continue Reading →

What’s in a name

I had to write a poem once, describing a bit about myself while spelling out my name with the first letter of each sentence. I wrote two versions, one in Dutch (the original) and one in English. Personally, the version in Dutch is my favourite because it expresses my poem the strongest. I did my... Continue Reading →


Mirror mirror on the wall, this fight we keep will hurt us all. I weep, at me you smile and grin, how to stop the war I keep within I feel, it is so contradictory, craving love, reflection’s hate finds glory. Mirror mirror reflect to me some advice, although your treacherous words I do despise.... Continue Reading →

A wall so tall

A wall so tall, over many I crawl, but this one seems final. With face against I stand, while sinking deeper in sand. I feel canned, by life I’m banned, at this crash land, nothing more at hand. This wall, it’s screaming. My life by dark skies redeeming, nothing more happens, but dreaming. It all... Continue Reading →

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