The tragic tale of Frederick the Great and Hans Hermann von Katte

Casually strolling around the internet, I stumbled upon a love story about Frederick The Great. I’m not  even going to try explaining how I ended up there, I was looking up very different things (I started with searching for music scores), this is ADHD doing what it does. It’s a sad story, if not utterly... Continue Reading →


What’s in a name

I had to write a poem once, describing a bit about myself while spelling out my name with the first letter of each sentence. I wrote two versions, one in Dutch (the original) and one in English. Personally, the version in Dutch is my favourite because it expresses my poem the strongest. I did my... Continue Reading →


Another ordinary day in my ordinary life. Walking home from my ordinary school to my ordinary house. Sometimes things just get so boring. Not that my life is bad at all, actually I think I’m doing pretty well. Good grades, parents that get along very well and many friends to hang out with. Maybe that’s... Continue Reading →


Mirror mirror on the wall, this fight we keep will hurt us all. I weep, at me you smile and grin, how to stop the war I keep within I feel, it is so contradictory, craving love, reflection’s hate finds glory. Mirror mirror reflect to me some advice, although your treacherous words I do despise.... Continue Reading →

The white room

We both didn’t understand what was happening. Not anymore. We’ve completely lost our grasp on our existence, I think. We could only think. I saw how my mate slipped away for a moment, but a sudden loud, screeching sound prevented that from happening. He quickly raised his head, so did I. The sound made it... Continue Reading →

Addicted to melancholy

Lately, I’ve been noticing that I kind of am addicted to sad stuff. Don’t get me wrong, I have a positive look on life. I’m pretty happy right now, it’s just that I really like sad music. I like feeling some sort of sadness. Melancholic. It makes me feel alive and it’s the only feeling... Continue Reading →

Humanity’s ghost

I can remember when I was watching a scary movie in my second foster home. Along with the other kids. While they were obviously scared, I just sat there, eating my popcorn and occasionally being grossed-out when, well, the movie was doing the gross-out. You know, the occasional severed body-part or something like that suddenly... Continue Reading →

A wall so tall

A wall so tall, over many I crawl, but this one seems final. With face against I stand, while sinking deeper in sand. I feel canned, by life I’m banned, at this crash land, nothing more at hand. This wall, it’s screaming. My life by dark skies redeeming, nothing more happens, but dreaming. It all... Continue Reading →

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